Why I Build Things I'll Never Show

As I sit in front of my computer, surrounded by scraps of code and half-finished projects, I often find myself wondering why I do what I do. Why do I spend hours crafting intricate algorithms and designing beautiful interfaces, only to abandon them before anyone else ever lays eyes on them? The answer, my friends, is not as simple as it seems. Read more

The Joy of Creation

For me, building things is about the joy of creation. It's about taking an idea and shaping it into something tangible, something that exists solely because I brought it into being. Whether it's a piece of art, a song, or a line of code, the act of creation is what drives me. And when I'm working on a project, nothing else matters – I'm completely absorbed in the process. Read more

The Pressure of Perfection

But why do I never show these creations to anyone else? The truth is, I'm a perfectionist. I know that if I share my work, people will expect me to continue improving it, to make it better and better until it's perfect. And the pressure of that expectation is overwhelming. I'd rather keep my creations hidden away, where I can tinker with them in peace, without the weight of others' expectations bearing down on me. Read more

The Freedom of Solitude

There's also a sense of freedom that comes with keeping my creations to myself. Without the need to consider others' opinions or feedback, I'm free to experiment, to take risks, and to push the boundaries of what's possible. I can try new things, make mistakes, and learn from them without fear of judgment or repercussions. And that, my friends, is a beautiful thing. Read more

Conclusion

So the next time you see me working on a new project, don't be surprised if I don't show it off to anyone else. I'm just enjoying the process, savoring the joy of creation, and finding freedom in the solitude of my own little world. And who knows – maybe someday, I'll decide to share my creations with the world. But for now, they're mine, and that's enough. Read more